Overall, the feedback I received from Rob, commenting on the first term, was positive. He believed I am a good team player; working with others is a good skill of mine and I enjoy it, especially going into the acting game. I was expected to develop ideas in line with the rehearsal requirements, which I feel since working with bigger casts I make use of the rehearsal space more and bring more ideas to the table. The scripts have been more in depth having done Stanislavsky which his practises have been more complex than that of the origins of Greek theatre so, it would need more in depth rehearsal to reach the requirements of Stanislavsky work to drive forward with his scripts. Having also completed Macbeth, That was the biggest group we had worked in since starting. The text had more underlying messages that we need to unlock with research and ideas during rehearsal, the language barrier between modern times and Jacobean times had stumped the rehearsal process slightly because we need more rehearsal time to work as a group to be able to fully understand not only our parts but the whole script as a cast because it was the working with others that had actually made it work. I was informed that I use good space of the dynamic however we all pretty much used centre stage, perhaps shy of the spacing since starting out in our first performance. However, I feel I have improved in sense of staging but I could perhaps move down stage more and not be situated towards the back next production. My listening and reacting skills were good from the start but I feel I have improved a lot with the practise of being "in the moment", and sometimes the spontaneity of being on stage also helps because it feels for real that its happening. But the topics of the plays that I have had to perform in have been a lot more in depth and more challenging that have improved my listening and reacting.
The skills I feel I possess strongly are flexibility, vulnerability, confidence. I feel that being flexible will increase your chance for hire in any job not just drama. It means that your easy in terms that you manage your time well and you will be able to make rehearsal and how many characters you are required to play. Being vulnerable means that you open up to your surroundings more than others and that you show your emotions better. If you were uptight and were vague with showing how you felt in that given circumstance then it wont be clear to the audience; you need to channel your own feelings to be able to show off the character that your are playing, it wont happen if you don't allow your self to be transparent. my confidence has grown within starting the college. I fel t that what we have been taught at west king in terms of improvisation and naturalism, i.e; you don't need to put on a big booming posh voice to act, you will come across more believable if you acted it truthfully if you were in the situation just as long as it fits the character you're playing; has opened up my eyes to new horizons in the acting game. I'm used to the stage now, and cannot perhaps be scared of how the audience would react because 1.) you hardly see the audience anyway with the lights and 2.) every audience will be different if you to perform on stage or you may get hate comments online if you performed on tv or film. I try not to be pretentious during rehearsal or the pieces as a whole because we are all in the same boat as each other, no one is more important than one another. What I do feel I do strongly though is working collaboratively within a team. Previously, Rob commented as stated above that I am a good team player. No matter if I have problems with someone off stage shouldn't come across if I am , for example; playing Jacob or Scott on stage. They are completely different people to me so will have different reactions and opinions to me. It drags down the whole piece when just because someone may not like someone may try and put you off to make their acting look better. If you put aside differences and came to the conclusion that perhaps yes, we both my not get on but for the sake of the production we must put it behind us for rehearsals and performance. No one cares if you continue to hate each-other while you're sitting in your homes. I believe that you would get no where if you thought that way, you wont get away with that in any old job so it shouldn't pass with drama; if someone has wronged you badly take it up with someone higher, but if not then be adult about it and move on, its life. Simple as that, you wont like everybody in life. But its the team that drives the piece so having good team skills makes the production seem more professional. I have also been regarded as a cultural sponge. I obviously have my own culture that I follow, but I don't see where judging others based on theirs would be necessary or logical anyway especially in the acting industry. In acting, or any job really you will find a tone of a load of people who come from different backgrounds and adopt certain subcultures. But should they be judged based on this, is should think not. As much as I embrace different eras of music and culture my mind isn't permanently stuck in loop of the prejudices people held back then. Its unwise because when acting it draws people together and if you choose not mix culturally then why should you be able to be apart of the profession.
In terms of where I wanna go post college, I want to head down the drama school and university route. I have had a good hard think about this. I was a little bit in denial of where I wanted to end up when I left college and I admit now I was slightly in denial because part of me wanted to go head first into acting as soon as I left, but now I know it's not as simple as that. I like the look at three possible places working in drama and film. Mountview, Guilford or Chelmsford (University). I want to go to a drama school as my first choice but I'd go to a university s a back up plan, however I would consider a university as a place of study for me if the course offered more than what a drama school may have offered. I aim to achieve this by working and prove that I am liable for good grading. I will do my own research such as method acting, for example; if I was to play a police officer I would ask the local police station if it was possible to attend in my free time to do some research for my character. I will also make sure I learn my script as soon as I get it so I have more time to do research of my character and more experimenting with my character in rehearsal. I aim to also get the amount of grades and stick to the criteria in order for me to reach the highest grades possible- if I aim high and receive the grades then I'll be secured for the place I want to go, other than put no effort in.
Monologue
The monologue I will be performing is a scene from Sandi Toksvig's "The Bully Boy", playing the part of Eddie. Eddie is a vulnerable character who is clearly broken from the impact of war. He is unhinged as he watched his friends melt in front of him as they died from the explosion from the van. He blames Oscar who made him get in the van in front causing him to survive the explosion, saying if he was with his mates he would have died with them, which he wishes because that's all he thinks about now. my characters objectives are to make Oscar understand what he's going through because he asked him to go in the van in front. He also wants to show how he tried to get his friends out but it was too late.
Feed back from our performance 24/06/19
Robs overall feed back was that we should all keep our eyeline up and perform it to the back of room and not to the ground. It will show that we aren't as confident and also the drama isn't happening on the ground its happening on the stage and your showing the audience this. we need to keep clothing simple and block colours, no patterns on them. It distracts and pulls focus from the acting on stage to the (e.g.) Levi's logo on your t-shirt. Even if you were trying to show it was perhaps set in the 80s/90s predominantly the eras with outrageous pattern, you could still wear block colours- even if the 80s were about denim and neon colours, it doesn't have to be over the top to be colourful - but the examiner or person whom is auditioning you are only really focusing on yourself and talent not what you're wearing. When you are in a group audition like we were today it may become tedious waiting to be auditioned or when you have already been auditioned but we must refrain from sitting on our phones. If you have already performed then people have watched you while you performed, so be generous and give some attention back, it is only going to last for 2 minutes per person. You will be out the door even if your audition was good because it shows you don't care about others who you may be working with, acting is mainly about team work so if you cant show someone a bit of respect for two minutes what will it be like working with them. Have confidence. As soon as you appear you have got your stuff together then it will show you know what your talking about. Don't apologise for muck ups because guaranteed the examiner will not know every play on earth so if you mess up a line and just flow with it, i.e; Improvising - then no one will notice it will appear as part of the play. it's all about the recover if you do mess up that's what they want to see as much as someone performing a flawless piece. We shouldn't cut corners with our work. Sometimes, we have all been culprits of it before in our lives, that if something goes wrong we tend to say, "oh that will do", when really if you have someone who has rehearsed their lines, studied their play and delved deep into the scene and character, if they have mucked up they have the right to say that will do because they put the effort in anyway. It can be obvious who put the effort in and who learnt their monologue ten minutes before. we are all good enough to do it so just do it.
Personal feedback
Rob seemed to like the piece- he said it was a good speech. For future reference, I should refrain from using an accent because he feels that the examiner won't be focusing as much on you playing the character but how you do it as an actor. Obviously they are seeing you come across in the scene of who you're meant to be playing but they really want to see you and what you have to offer.
When performing a sad scene, I need to control my breath because it seems like I'm hyperventilating and could pass out at any minute. you can breathe heavily if it suits the moment but I shouldn't let the breathing drive the piece as a whole, it should come across with voice, facial expressions and body language. it also takes the moment away from the dialogue and speech. To finish it off Rob said I had nice vulnerability- showing how hurt my character was and letting the audience feel my emotion as I was going through it; and to let them see right through to the characters core.
Monologue
The monologue I will be performing is a scene from Sandi Toksvig's "The Bully Boy", playing the part of Eddie. Eddie is a vulnerable character who is clearly broken from the impact of war. He is unhinged as he watched his friends melt in front of him as they died from the explosion from the van. He blames Oscar who made him get in the van in front causing him to survive the explosion, saying if he was with his mates he would have died with them, which he wishes because that's all he thinks about now. my characters objectives are to make Oscar understand what he's going through because he asked him to go in the van in front. He also wants to show how he tried to get his friends out but it was too late.
Feed back from our performance 24/06/19
Robs overall feed back was that we should all keep our eyeline up and perform it to the back of room and not to the ground. It will show that we aren't as confident and also the drama isn't happening on the ground its happening on the stage and your showing the audience this. we need to keep clothing simple and block colours, no patterns on them. It distracts and pulls focus from the acting on stage to the (e.g.) Levi's logo on your t-shirt. Even if you were trying to show it was perhaps set in the 80s/90s predominantly the eras with outrageous pattern, you could still wear block colours- even if the 80s were about denim and neon colours, it doesn't have to be over the top to be colourful - but the examiner or person whom is auditioning you are only really focusing on yourself and talent not what you're wearing. When you are in a group audition like we were today it may become tedious waiting to be auditioned or when you have already been auditioned but we must refrain from sitting on our phones. If you have already performed then people have watched you while you performed, so be generous and give some attention back, it is only going to last for 2 minutes per person. You will be out the door even if your audition was good because it shows you don't care about others who you may be working with, acting is mainly about team work so if you cant show someone a bit of respect for two minutes what will it be like working with them. Have confidence. As soon as you appear you have got your stuff together then it will show you know what your talking about. Don't apologise for muck ups because guaranteed the examiner will not know every play on earth so if you mess up a line and just flow with it, i.e; Improvising - then no one will notice it will appear as part of the play. it's all about the recover if you do mess up that's what they want to see as much as someone performing a flawless piece. We shouldn't cut corners with our work. Sometimes, we have all been culprits of it before in our lives, that if something goes wrong we tend to say, "oh that will do", when really if you have someone who has rehearsed their lines, studied their play and delved deep into the scene and character, if they have mucked up they have the right to say that will do because they put the effort in anyway. It can be obvious who put the effort in and who learnt their monologue ten minutes before. we are all good enough to do it so just do it.
Personal feedback
Rob seemed to like the piece- he said it was a good speech. For future reference, I should refrain from using an accent because he feels that the examiner won't be focusing as much on you playing the character but how you do it as an actor. Obviously they are seeing you come across in the scene of who you're meant to be playing but they really want to see you and what you have to offer.
When performing a sad scene, I need to control my breath because it seems like I'm hyperventilating and could pass out at any minute. you can breathe heavily if it suits the moment but I shouldn't let the breathing drive the piece as a whole, it should come across with voice, facial expressions and body language. it also takes the moment away from the dialogue and speech. To finish it off Rob said I had nice vulnerability- showing how hurt my character was and letting the audience feel my emotion as I was going through it; and to let them see right through to the characters core.






